For the past 10 years we have been long distance. This year was our first year married, in April remember! Ha! The most amazing feeling I have is the anticipation of his arrival, hence TODAY! All smiles! Whether he is driving home or flying the feeling is always the same. I like everything in place when he comes, the house and yard are super, the dogs are clean, everything just right so he can have a warm welcome and just relax. Of course let me clarify he expects none of this, he wouldn't care if the laundry is piled, the dogs are mudstruck, the grass is high, the kitchen is a mess from breakfast... he is just happy to be home. It's funny how, everything usually is clean and in place, I am very organized at home even when he is gone, but when he is coming there is something I see that needs a little extra to be just right! Ha!
The best part is that hour before his arrival. Waiting at the airport for the plane to land is always so much fun! I am like a little kid excited about christmas morning! My heart throbs, I can't relax, I am just gleaming with joy! And then I we see each other, he, coming down the terminal, I, waiting at the end... that eye contact is worth a million words! Then to see his smile from ear to ear, eyes bright! Thats worth another million! It is these moments that I am thankful for each day! God blesses me and uses these memories to get me through all the days of Danny's absence! And I still cannot believe that this is my life, my "little girl" fairytale!
So this time, his birthday has just passed! May 14, and he turned 30! Where does the time go? Ha! So I planned this great surprise party for last night, friends family, food, bowling... all of it... and then I found out he wasn't going to be home until Wed, and now he's coming home tonight... this is my life. makes rough for any planning! Ha! But I would still do it all over, no doubt! So I canceled everything last minute! So now waiting at home is his "it'll have to do" mini- surprise party- a gift, 2 cupcakes, 3 dogs with party hats, cards, and me! It'll be perfect he'll love it! 30 is a milestone, it cannot go unnoticed! Ha!




